2 more days~

Body pump is evil

Koe-viikko

Ei.jaksa



PS. Avenged Sevenfoldin "Live in the LBC & Diamonds in the Rough"- DVD/CD aiheuttaa riippuvaisuutta Brian humping the air FTW!

That is all

Helsingin Juhlaviikot. Kaiken pahan alku ja juuri.

Katsokaas, äiti ja isä halusi lähteä katsomaan, mitä kaupungilla oli, ja olis halunnut mut mukaan. Itse olen nukkunut vain 4-5 tuntia viime yönä, joten en minä hitto vie jaksa sinne raahautua. Eikä mua pahemmin kiinnosta.

Muttä äiti oli sitä mieltä, että mun pitää tulla mukaan.

Ja siitä se huuto vasta alkoi. Iskä ja äiti nyt yritti saada mut mukaan, mutta en mä ymmärä, miksi mun pitää sinne tulla? Eihän mua edes kiinnosta!

Ja oi, kyllä äiti oli taas kiltti ja huomautteli kohteliaasti, ettei pidä minusta:

"Kiitos taas tästä. Et sitten koskaan voi ottaa ketään muuta huomion. Etpä tietenkään, olet sellainen vitun läski, laiska yksilö. Toisin kuin rakas siskosi, sinä vaan eristäydyt, eikä sinua kiinosta uusien asioiden oppiminen sitten yhtään. Senkin vitun kakara!"

Se sattuu ihan hitosti kun oma äiti sanoo tollasta. Sitten kun isä myös rupee heittämään tollasta, kun silmistä tulee pari kyyneltä (Toisin kuin kaikki muut tässä perheessä, mä alan tosi helposti itkemään kun mua stressaa/sattuu/on vihanen jne. jne.), niin kyllä siitä tulee hyvä mieli.

Se tappelu kesti varmaan kymmenen minuutia, ennenkuin ne lähti ulos siitä ovesta ja pamautti sen kiinni.

Itse romahdin täysin ja makasin keittiön lattiala ja itkin puolisen tuntia putkeen. Mulla tulee aina paha olo tappelemisesta, mutta äidin kanssa tulee varsinki syyllinen olo.

Ok, en ehkä ole niinkuin Saara tai Sami, ei mua ehkä kiinosta Juhlaviikot, ehkä en halua viettää niin paljon aikaa vanhempieni kanssa, mutta ei kai se tee minusta huono ihmistä. Vai?
Ehkä mun pitäis olla samanlainen kuin Saara tai Sami. Loppuisko se huuto sitten?

Nyt mua pelottaa. Mitä kun ne tulee kotiin? Ne on varmaan kertonut Saaralle tästä. En mä halu, että ne vihaa mua. En todellakaan.

Spend all day with just one Avenged member or 10 minutes with all five?
Christ.
One day with Jimmy. I'd probably never forget that day...

Go to a meet & greet and no concert or concert and no meet & greet?
Consert you can ALWAYS sneak backstage

Steal one of Matt's t-shirts or one of Brian's guitar picks?
Oooh... probably Matt's t-shirt

Sing in front of Avenged Sevenfold or sing in front of their fans?
I really, REALLy don't enjoy singing infront of people, but hell, I'll go with Avenged
Maybe they'd be drunk and wouldn't remember it afterwards?

Go on a date with Zacky or just be friends with all five of them?
Friend with all five of 'em

Get a tattoo with Johnny or perform with Avenged?
A tattoo with Johnny.
He could hold my hand


Be friends with Matt or friends with Brian?
How ami supposed to choose??

Touch Matt's mohawk or touch Brian's.. *lacking word to describe gorgeous hair*?
Brian's hair.
It's gorgeous

Hug Papa Gates or hug whoever the hell Zack's dad is?
Papa Gates all the way

Be picked for Warmness on the Soul or have one of them tell you you're beautiful?
Both are really tempting, but I'll go with the second one *blush*

Have Johnny laugh at something you say or have Jimmy make you laugh?
Jimmy make me laugh.
Because we all know that it would be hillarious

Get a bear hug from Matt or a high five from Zacky?
Hugs are good. A bear hug from Matt would be even better!

Get invited to a concert after party or invited on stage?
After party.
Easy question.

Be the star 'love interest' in a A7X music video or record a song with them?
record a song.
Because it looks lika alot of fun XDD

Announce A7X on stage or be the opening performer?
Announce 'em.

Arm wrestle Johnny or play wiffle ball with Zacky?
Arm wrestle Johnny.
Duh.

Beat box for Zacky while he's rapping or rap with him?
Rap with him, ofcourse!

Learn to play guitar from Brian or to play piano from Jimmy AND Matt?
Piano with Jimmy and Matt.
Mostly because I'm better at piano than guitar XDD

Sing with Matt on stage or dance with Johnny?
Damn, that's a hard one!
But I choose singing with Matt on stage

Get a phone call from Brian or a text message from Zacky?
Phone call from Brian.
Because I'm not a big fan of text messages

Go bowling with Matt and Zacky or watch a movie with Jimmy and Johnny?
Go watch a movie with Jimmy and Johnny.
'Cause that would be an experiens :D

Trip over in front of Matt or have a blonde moment in front of Jimmy?
Blond moment in front of Jimmy.
Because I doubt he'll mind XDD

Ride in Avenged's bus with all of them or in Matt's car with just him?
The bus, duh.

Help straighten Brian's hair or help straighten Zacky's hair?
Zacky's.
It's shorther, thus easier XDD

See Matt shirtless or see all five boys at a pool at a hotel you're staying at?
All five at a pool.
Because they're probably swimming, and thus without shirts XDD

Get an autograph from all of them or get just a hug from them?
Hugs

Get a kiss on the cheek from Jimmy or have all five think you're beautiful?
...can't I have BOTH???

See Johnny in a store while shopping or see Matt in an arcade?
See Johnny in a store.
Just to see what he'll buy :P

Meet just Jimmy and get a hug or meet all five and just get to say hi?
That's so hard!
But I'll go with meeting all five and just saying hi

Steal Brian's guitar or Jimmy's favourite drumsticks?
Brian's guitar, probably.

Get a big hug from Val or get a picture with Papa Gates?
Hug Val.
She's amazing

Have Brian notice your sign on stage or have Matt wave at you on stage?
Matt wave at me on stage.
That'd be cool

Meet just Matt and Johnny or just Jimmy and Zacky?
...I can't choose
Seriously

Have Zacky smile at you or have Matt laugh at something you say?
Matt laugh because, hell, the DIMPLES <3

Have Johnny bring you out food in the morning at a show or give them gifts?
Johnny bringing me food.
Who wouldn't want that?

Be on the tour bus at TOC with them or be on stage with them?
On stage with them

Get to go backstage at a concert or get 20 minutes alone at a meet & greet?
Backstage. Just to see what it's like.

Try to sneak onto their tour bus or try to sneak backstage?
Tour bus.
Probably alot of nice stuff to see :P

See Jimmy at KFC or Zacky at McDonalds?
Zacky at McDonalds

See Zacky dance in person or hear Johnny attempt to rap in person?
See Zacky dance in person

Have a dance contest against Jimmy or have a singing contest against Brian?
I can't dance, so I'll go with a singing contest against Brian.
Though I'd probably lose

Play against Matt in halo or against Brian in guitar hero?
Against Matt in Halo.
'Cause I can't even play REAL guitar

Go on a date with Zacky or see all five in the street and get hugs?
See all of them in the streets and get a hug.
'Cause going on a date with a guy twice my age sounds kinda weird XDD

Meet them at a concert or meet them randomly in Disney World?
Disney World.
that would be interesting :D

Why do our parents and siblings insist on controlling our lives?

Why do parents and siblings believe that we have to sit on the balcony, in the heat, when we don't want to?

Why do our parents and siblings want us to read books that we don't want to read, simply because they enjoyed it?

Why do parents and siblings keep walking into our rooms, just to annoy us?

Why do they act so supprised when we tell them that we want to be alone?

Why do parents and siblings always think they know what's best for us?

When clearly, the don't.

So please, dear family

FUCK.OFF

If you have to see one band live before you die, you have to see Iron Maiden.

Trust me!

Ok, so the gig wasn't perfect. The gig hadn't even started yet and there were already drunken Finns around. And if you've heard stories about Finns being drunk...

You get the picture

So anyway, the first person to preform was Lauren Harris, daughter of Steve Harris.

And that's about it.

No, she didn't suck. But I couldn't understand what she was singing, it was so unclear. And that was kinda sad.
But the crowd took it nicely (If the actually enjoyed it, or they did it because of her daddy, we'll never know)

And then, my friends, Avenged Sevenfold came on stage.
And holy shit, they we amazing!
M. Shadows sounds amazing live
Zacky and Syn play their guitars perfectly
Johnny rocked the bass
And Jimmy beat the shit out of the drums (and screamed his lungs out)
The best part? The said something about coming back next year! (Guess who's going if it's true???)
The crowd that stood in front of the stage seemed very pleased with them.

After that it was a LONG wait, with the crowd doing the wave for about 10 minutes straight.
And then... Iron Maiden came and blew EVERYONE away

There was fire, explosions, Eddie walking on the stage and a very, very pleased crowd.
And the band seemed to be enjoying themselves as well. And they sounded AMAZING

Best night of my life. No doubt about it.

GUESS WHO JUST GOT TICKETS TO SEE BOTH IRON MAIDEN AND AVENGED SEVENFOLD NEXT FRIDAY?!?!?!?!?!

...and guess who's mom doesn't know yet? Not that it matters anymore

Put all of your songs on your computer on random shuffle. You HAVE to comment on every song!!
NO CHEATING!! No matter how awful the song is, you must list it here!

What does my mother think about me?
song: The World Is Not Enough
artist: Garbage
comments: I know how to hurt, I know how to kill, I know what to show, And what to conceal *sighs* Sounds like my mom

Is my life going in the right direction?
song: Off with your head
artist: Sleater-Kinney
comments: "There are many things I'm tired of", that's what she said, so she took out a knife, and said "off with my head, what's the use in knowing that the rest of me is dead, what good is a brain if it's all you got left" O.O!! That doesn't sound too good...

What would help in money problems?
song: Ladie's Choise
artist: Hairspray-musical
comments: Hey little girl lookin' for a sale, Test drive this American male, It's gonna take cash to fill my tank, So let's crack open your piggy bank *dies in laughter*

What are other people jealous about me?
song: Rape Me
artist: Nirvana
comments: Rape me, Rape me, my friend *die of laughter, again What am I supposed to say to that?!

What helps to boredom?
song: Good riddance (Time of your life)
artist: Green Day
comments:So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind, Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time, Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial, For what it's worth it was worth all the while Um... looking back at old times and not regreting anything?

What things have I not yet noticed about myself?
song: Take it away
artist: The Used
comments: I'm a worm with no more chances, And I've lost all doubt in a chemical romance ...right...

What will I be like, when I get old?
song: Push it
artist: Garbage
comments: This is the noise that keeps me awake, My head explodes and my body aches, Push it, make the beats go harder I kinda like the sound of that :D

Who/what will I have a crush on next?
song: Dear God
artist: Avenged Sevenfold
comments: Dear God, the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away *cries* <3

The meaning of life?
song: Friday I'm in Love
artist: The Cure
comments: I don't care if Monday's blue, Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too, Thursday I don't care about you, It's Friday, I'm in love That we should all love Friday *nods in approval*

What should I do after this?
song: Was it a dream?
artist: 30 Seconds to Mars
comments: And I know what I should do, it's time to set myself on fire ...maybe not

How does the world see me?
Song: Daddy Cool
Artist: Placebo
Comments: She's crazy like a fool, What about it daddy cool *grins*

Will I have a happy life?
Song: Maria
Artist: Green Day
Comments: She's a rebel's forgotten son, An export of the revolution Depends on how you look at it, I guess?

What do my friends really think of me?
Song: Frozen Ashes
Artist: Suburban Tribe
Comments: I don't belong, I was told to move along, tried to fit in, I was proven wrong Oh, thanks alot guys! *grumble*

Do people secretly lust after me?
Song: House of Wolves
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Comments: Tell me I'm an angel, take this to my grave Atleast they known not to mess with me >:D

How can I make myself happy?
Song: Sleeping with ghosts
Artist: Placebo
Comments: Soulmate dry your eyes, 'cause soulmates never die Oh, so I'll be happy aslong as I know that my soulmate will never leave me ones they die? I hope they'll die of old age...

What should I do with my life?
Song: St. Jimmy
Artist: Green Day
Comments: Welcome to the club and give me some blood, I'm the resident leader at the lost and found So, I should diss my old life and become a gang leader? Cool!

Why should life be full of so much pain?
Song: Song for Absolution
Artist: Muse
Comments: Tip toe to your room, A starlight in the gloom, I only dream of you, And you never knew Life will hurt as long as we won't let the people we love know about our love for them, I guess

How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
Song: This is how I dissapear
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Comments: Can you hear me cry out to you? Words I thought I'd choke on figure out O.o;; So uh... I should talk while at it?

Will I ever have children?
Song: Medication
Artist: Garbage
Comments: Somebody get me out of here, I'm tearing at myself, Nobody gives a damn about me or anybody else Doesn't sound too good...

Will I die happy?
Song: Today
Artist: The Smashing Pumpkins
Comments: Today is the greatest, Day I've never known, Can't wait for tomorrow, I might not have that long I think I will :)

What is some good advice for me?
Song: Lost Boys
Artist: The 69 Eyes
Comments: You wanna rock, nothing's gonna make you stop, And nothing's gonna break you up That I should keep on rocking baby~

What is happiness?
Song: Walking Contradiction
Artist: Green Day
Comments: I have no belief, But I believe, I'm a walking contradiction, And I ain't got no right Hapiness is to be yourself, no matter what everyone else says

What is my favourite fetish?
Song: Scream
Artist: Avenged Sevenfold
Comments: You know I make you wanna scream, You know I make you wanna run from me baby, but know it's too late you've wasted all your time I know that it's wrong, but I'd LOVE it if someone sang this sing to me and yes, you could say this is my favourit fetish

How will I be remembered?
Song: DEAD!
Artist: My Chemical Romance
Comments: Tongue-tied and oh so squeamish, You never fell in love, Did you get what you deserve? The ending of your life Even though I love the song, I would NOT want to be remembered like that!

Well, there you have it. Alot of songs by the same artist O_o;; I wonder how that happened. Oh well...

Feel free to post this in your own profile people!

1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions

Letter J, from Danzku...

1. Jesus of Suburbia- Green Day
2. Just Like Heaven- The cure
3. Jack The Ripper- Morrissey
4. Judy Is A Punk- The Ramones
5. Jellybelly- The Smashing Pumpkins

Title: Tales from another broken home
Author: annie_dear
Rating: R?
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
Summary: Frank reminds you that Gerard is like drugs. And like a junkie needs drugs, Frank needs Gerard
POV: Second
Disclaimer: (Insert witty disclaimer here) I am making this up
Author's note: Got some inspiration from Kill Hannah's song "The Chase". And this is probably the longest thing I've ever written, so we'll have to see how it turned out. Oh, and the title comes from Green Day's song "Jesus of Suburbia"
Warnings: bad words, bad Gerard, abuse, mention of rape

( Say hi to the readers Lj-cut! )

Olen A7X-hupparin ylpeä omistaja <3

Ja kaiken lisäks mun ei tarvinnut maksaa siitä euron euroa

Ihan jees :D

Hellsinki Rock Shop on kyllä ihana kauppa

Muuten! Onko kukaan kiinnostunut tulla kuuntelemaan Iron Maidenia kun kyseiset herrat heittää keikan täällä Helsingissä? Ei ole lippuja, mutta keikka saattaa kuulu läheiselle kalliolle ja tämähän ei tietenkään liity siihen, että Avenged avaa sen keikan

Wow.

Just wow

30 Seconds to Mars are awsome live!

Ok, it's not like the whole evening was perfect. We had to wait for almost 2 hour for the band to come on stage (after the two opening-acts had played) and the people I went with, well, rather boring.

They just sat there, and didn't even applaud!

But it was still good. Here's some of the things that happened:

- Jared Leto said that he'd wanted a student-cap when they arrived here on Saturday (the official graduation day), but he didn't get one. He's exact word were: "I think I might be to old for it"

-He also said that he thought that Helsinki was a beautiful town, and that we have a good amusement-park here

- During "The Kill" he jumped off the stage and ran around the crowd while singing

- Asked for requests. When I yelled "Capricorn", he actually asked everyone "Would you want me to play "Capricorn" or "A Modern Myth"? C'mon, I don't think you are socialists. You have to be democratic!". He ended up playing both.
But the real point of this is that he heard me

- Thanked the finnish opening-acts and asked us how you pronounced one of the bands name (The band was called Sara) and when he gave the mic to one of the people in the crowd, the person yelled "SAATANA!" ("Satan" in finnish) to which we all laughed. Jared's only reply was "I hope he didn't say anything bad" to which the crowd laughed again

- Jared took the same boy on stage and asked him if he wanted to be his kid brother. The discussion went like this:

Jared: "What's your name?"
Boy: "Lassi"
Jared: "What song would you want us to play next?"
Boy: "...L-a-s-s-i"

It was pretty funny. They ended up closing the concert with "The Fantasy", which sounds amazing live.

Overall it was a great show, I just wish I had had someone else to go with, because the company I had was lame.

But the band was amazing, and that was the main point!

Title: Such a sweet lie (1/1)
Author: annie_dear
Rating: PG-13/R?
Pairing: Implied Gerard/Frank, mention of Gerard/Lyn-Z and Frank/Jamia
Summary: She remembers hearing the stories, the rumors. About the secret touches and kisses. About the moans that were heard backstage after a big show that dripped of sweat, dirt, and ah yes, sex. The screams that could be heard behind closed doors in a expensive european hotel...
POV: Third, follows Lyn-Z OMFG
Disclaimer: As true as my pet xenomorph, Steve (aka, NOT REAL)
Author's note: Whoa. I haven't written anything in ages! Hope you guys like it
Warnings: Bad words, implied cheating, implied sex

( Jump down the rabbit hole... )

Damn.

Time moves fast, doesn't it?

My school ended today.

Ok, ok. Maybe it's not a big deal, because hey! Two years from now, I'll (Hopefully) be a graduate, but still...

Last fall I didn't know anyone at my school, but now...

Damn. There are alot of people I'm not going to see until next fall

*sniffle*

My test-week ended today. And you know what that means?

No more school for me~

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious. You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way. You are curious about the world. You love doing something new. In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from. You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports. You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.

I was just surfing YouTube the other day when I should have been working and I came across this lovely video which I just have to share with you guys:



Evrytime I start doubting love, I always remember BJ and 80, 'cause that's true love. I mean, is there any cuter couple?

But, then I also came across another video.

Yes, it's slash...

But hey: Slash: Fiction with Friction



Yeah, try not to think any dirty thoughts...

AND! i even found a third video, which is my favorite:



I'm normal, ok?

*in a Monty Python-voice* And now for something completely different...

I'm going to see 30 Seconds to Mars!

Sure, I missed class when I was getting my ticket, but hey! It's worth it!

I've also been listening to Avanged Sevenfold and noticed that they also have a slash-forum her on LJ and I think they're great. If you haven't listen to their music, try it!

Now, because I've most likely stolen some of your time from you (I'm sorry about that), I have to go and get some sleep (Even if I have no school tomorrow (IN YOUR FACE PEOPLE)).

G'night!

So, how are you guys doing? I'm fine.

Yesterday I dyed and cut my hair. It looks kinda like Gerard Way's hair during the Taste of Chaos- tour. Cool, no?

The Westboro Baptist Church suck ass. Can't they all just go and shoot themselves, so we can live in peace? Racist bastards.

Sorry. Just needed to get that out of my system.

And the fact that I have the flue doesn't help.

Title: On the phone (1/1)
Rating: Pg-13/R? I'm not good at these...
Author: annie_dear
Pairing: Gerard/Frank, mention of Frank/Jamia, mention of Gerard/Lyn-Z
Pov: Third
Summary: "There's no need to use that bullshit on me. We might, just might have had a chance in the past, but it's too late now. Now all we have are those moments when we can be 100% sure no one finds out"
Disclaimer: Not true, I hope...
Warning: Bad words, cheating, implied sex, drama Nothing you guys can't handle

( On the phone )

I'm so fucking pissed off at everyone and everything. Don't ask me why. Just... don't

Despite all my rage am I still just a rat in a-
Despite all my rage am I still just a rat in a-
Despite all my rage am I still just a rat in a cage

Tell me I'm the only one
Tell me there's no other one
Jesus was the only son for you

Ever heard a song that blows your mind away and litterally tells you exactly how you feel?
That's the song for my mood.

And I still beleive that I cannot be saved

Mr. Corgan, you own my soul at the moment.